I will no longer be submitting or updating anything on Deviantart. I have enjoyed the artwork by so many talented people but I no longer have any desire to upkeep this page. The simple truth is that I am Clinically depressed, and I may soon be out of a job because I cant be an effective number keeper at my job. I just cant have enough "good" days to keep the balance or show consistency so I'm at the final stage of my IP development. I have 45 days (give or take) to show improvement. This is what I was told and if I cant reach the goal then thats it folks I figure they'll keep me through season at the very least but I could be wrong. So very soon I will more than likely find myself one of countless others who suffer from a mental illness but due to my financial situation cannot provide for myself adequate mental health care. Ive been trying with minimal success to play the numbers game I just cant keep up. So here I am. I dont want to do anything anymore. I'm sorry if this bumms some folks out but I'm left with nothing to face the possibility that I wont get through the rest of the year without going on some kind of assistance and I really thought that I was so close to getting everything back on track. But I've just had the rug jerked out from under me 'again'. So I dont know what I'll do. And as to make matters worse now I'm gonna be clinically depressed with a deadline. No pressure there. I am truly at a loss. I'm too tired to be angry and too sad to yell. People say there's no where to go but up. That's easy for them to say, the road isnt as hard for them to travel. There isnt anything left to say but goodbye.
Enjoy what's here I won't remove it cause some people do seem to visit occasionally and like my junk.
Be excellent to one another.